malacca.

Emily
Tse Hwei, can you, like, get a map of Malacca for me?

Me
Ya, sure. I need one also.

Emily
o_O But... you're from Malacca.

Hooi Ping
*pffft*

Swee Kit
K. Then you get two maps k? One for you and one for Emily.


***
back home. and as always, facing the same challenge.

need to sit down and tell my brain to think.

who? what? where? when? how? why? can?

can is not an option. must.

sigh.

maybe it's just the fact that we're not youth anymore. that's why the youth meeting isn't working.

so how?

internal BGR and external BGR. i thought one was better than the other.

so how?

holidays, holidays, holidays. helping out with children's ministry as a last resort is not a solution. it's a modified game of pretend.

so how?

memory of youth ministry being shut down in the past. fear of it happening again in the present.

so how?

can't be around all the time. people are not around a lot of the time.

so how?

afraid of crossing the line from concern to worry to judging. afraid of falling from concern to complacency to indifference.

so how?

so pray.