it's not easy...

...to be me.

but i suppose it's easier to be me than you.

poor you, then.


um, sudden randomness which came out of nowhere.
i don't know who i'm talking to aso.

19-21 Nov 09 | PKV Camp preparations

21 Nov 09 | Vox article on Law Career Convention 2009

22 Nov 09 | Church + Colin's Wedding!

23-26 Nov 09 | PKV Camp @ Lutheran Centre, PD

26-28 Nov 09 | PKV Leaders' Training Retreat @ Bukit Tinggi

28 Nov 09 | Meet Dr. Gan for Moots

29 Nov 09 | Church + Balik Mlc + Try to think about Moots, Admin & Consti Assignment =P

7 Dec 09 | Register courses.

14-17 Dec 09 | MGC Camp09 Me vs Myself: Zero to Hero

Er... __ -__ Dec 09 | Er. Hahaha, hahaha, and hahaha again.

21-24 Dec 09 | My first (eh is it the first?) (definitely last) family holiday for 2009.

26 Dec 09 | MGC Christmas Bash! Doing something special again this year. ^_^

28 Dec 09 | Back to UM. =(

Jan 09 (paiseh, forgot the date) | Hand in Consti assignment.

...and beyond that i cannot remember anything d.

i can only remember slightly more than one month's schedule, and that's normal ok. bah.

the law faculty is the only one giving out assignments during sem breaks. cuz of our one-year-long syllabus. bah again.

ceh. i don't care. i said i love the smell of the holidays, and i will behave like i do. so there!


later nie regret. =P

talking to myself, i realized:

it’s about the fun, right?

isn’t that why we’re doing this?

isn’t that why i suggested it?

if i get stressed over it, worry about it, plan every little detail till everyone else gets uneasy,

it’s not fun anymore, is it?

no, i didn’t upset anybody. i didn’t get upset at anybody either.

i just felt the stress creep in a little a moment ago due to the fatigue.

dad once said,

maybe we’ve all heard God speak to us. the reason why we don’t think so, is because He speaks to us in the voice most familiar to us – our own.

it’s for the fun. that’s why it’s called fun nite. ^_^

thank You, Lord, for the little voice.

oh, and i just received more news of work.

ah well, since i’m on a roll, let’s just get it done in one day.

*turns on midnight oil lamp*

 

swee kit was right. remembering why, helps.

i watched The Secret by Jay Chou.

and then suddenly i could play So Close by Jon Mclaughlin, which I couldn't play before, because of the sharps and flats.

i think my mind has a... uh... mind of its own.

how strange is that?

***

on another note.

i'm doing the things i love.

eh?

or am i loving the things i do?

somedays, i feel like smiling the whole day.

which is easy, because i have bunny teeth.

bleh.

Time.

 

my hokkien isn’t improving.

lim tse hwei. buck up.