the discomfort zone. every project has it.

"Don't know is not an option."

-Kevin Kwa-

i refrain from saying "I don't know". simply because it's the most easily rebuttable excuse.

e.g.

"i don't know how to do this."
"learn la."


so i say "I cannot". clever much?

i was mentally drained yesterday. you know what drains your energy the most? it's making yourself do something you think you can't.

i hate the phrase "i don't know". i didn't attempt to use it yesterday when we were experimenting with the background music.

but the more i used my clever phrase, the more i felt that "i cannot" seemed so final.

so when everyone went back to doing their own thing, i struggled. i stood by kee aun's keyboard and fought the urge to dream that li ern could take my place. forced myself to crawl out of the self-pity pool i was wallowing in. ah. wallowing in self-pity. don't like doing something i've always told other people not to do.

hwei, whether you can play it or not, you're gonna play.

just do it and get on with life.

plus.

God. Help.

come, since i have readers (and thus a network), lemme invent a quote.

Don't know is not an option.

Cannot is too final.

Just do it.

-Tse Hwei-

remember i said it when it gets famous.

still got enough confidence to berbangga tak kena tempat.
*edit* i know! maybe i should say "I don't". e.g. "I don't do sports."