Saturday, 13 September 2008

i'm writing in lower case

i think i should...
i think i have to...
i think it'll be the right thing to...

to be one's self as one likes.

how sad it is when that right is denied.

it's like having to stand when i want to sit down.

it's like sighing at my perfectly clean book when i want a piece of paper to fall out of it.

it's like not hearing what i want to hear.

worse still, it's like hearing something i don't ever want to hear.

it makes me want to look away.

look away and just be sombre.

sad.

solemn.

but that's not who i am either, is it?

to be one's self as one likes.

ah.

the pain it instills when that right is denied.

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